As I've said before I generally tell a story from its funniest angle. Looking to make the listener laugh. I've discovered that this is something I also do with my emotions. If I am slightly dismayed over a boy I will crank it up to 11 in order to be the most entertaining me I can be.
Being entertaining is great but what is this doing to me ultimately? What negative side effects am I experiencing by always needing to be 'on'?
Always seeking the laughter of others to boost my self confidence?
What parts of this are unhealthy? What parts of this are absolutely wonderful and necessary to being me?
I am one tired little otter. I tend to be all reflective in this state. Like a drunken Socrates. Does that make sense? Did anyone this make sense? Have you figured out how To balance this need for approval with the fact that this is just how you were designed to be most alive?
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